The day I was supposed to graduate...
Well here I am looking at this computer screen when I should be at Florida Memorial's graduation. And when I thought my day would be okay my BF calls and says that he won't be over till later becuase he is going to support his Frat brothers that are graduating. So here I am, trying not to cry and get through the day without him here.
See this is the deal, this was my last semester and I was on my internship and some how, I broke my foot. I have been holding up pretty well during these trying months until reality set in and graduation day got closer. I have worked so hard to get to this one point and just so easily it was pushed further away. I don't doubt that this happened to me for a reason and that there will be good out of this situation, but that doesn't stop the pain. And what hurts the worst is how everyone around me brushes it off so easily by saying "Your day is coming" or "Don't worry, things happen for a reason". HELL, I already know that!
I guess I'm the only one who sees how bad this hurts. They don't know my story, my stuggle, my heart or my fears. Whats the use of planning your life when it never comes out the way you planned. Good endings only happen in books and sometimes they aint all that either. I know I sound bitter and hostile but WHO WOULDN'T!!!
I have to give my girl TeEricka a shot-out for hooking my page up. Girl you made this day worth starting. My family is having another cookout today, so I plan on eating my troubles away, getting so full that I can't do nothing but sleep. Hopefully when I wake up "Graduation Day" will be over and I can start all over again waiting for another one.
Big Red (my mama) walking around here with her 'tude on. She gets like that when she cleans. I guess she mad at all the dirt... you never know with her. It's gonna be some gassy people around here cuase she cooked some baked beans. But those beans taste so good, it's worth the gas. Maybe it will keep a couple people out my face today (yelling...I got first dibs on the beans)!
Ya'll be easy until we grace this place again.
One!
I just got a call... Dasi's coming, Dasi's coming.... I guess my day won't be so bad after all. That means I won't be asking for heavy beans either. Maybe next time!!
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