It's been to long...

I'm finally back!
My computer went a-wall on me for the past few days and I thought I was gonna loose my mind. Well I don't even know where to start. So here goes!

My mom is out of town and for my mother's day gift she took my daughter with her. PARTY OVER HERE!
Everything is all good with me and my BF. We spent the entire day together just talking and watching dvd's. These are the times that I treasure the most because I get be close and personal. Times like this, is when we grow closer and learn more about each other. I have a hard time trusting anyone right now, so it takes away from the relationship. I've been in and saw a lot on the relationship tip and I don't want or need to fall victim again. I like being in my safety zone. So I can enjoy being a girlfriend but still less affected if it doesn't work!

My cousin Bam is home for the summer and she has been a great help to me. She drives me around and makes sure that I have everything I need to make it through my day! It's been fun having her around because it's more like having a little sister around whose all grown up. Thanks for being here Bam!

Mother's Day is a few a hours away and its another year of knowing that I'm not appreciated by my little one's pappy. My mom does what she can to make me feel okay but it's not the same, but very much appreciated. Will I ever get past this feeling haunt me for many years to come? Plans for Mother's Day, zero! Just another day and my baby aint home. So a lonely Mother's Day for me. I don't expect much from my BF because I don't have a kid from him and right now he has no fatherly roles in my daughter's life. He has made comments, like I have something to look forward to but I don't expect more than a card. We can't go out because he has to work. I guess I'll let you know what happens.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mothers reading this and I pray that you will be blessed through your child and that you live to see many more!
One love!
Lady Thickness