That's "MY FRIEND"!!!

I get to brag all week long and forever more about "MY FRIEND" Miss T!
Yes my girl TeEricka got her first article in the infamous Miami Times. A local independent paper ran in Miami Dade county. Instead of me telling you all about it I think you should check it out yourself. She has it posted on her blog and I have a direct link from my page, so click on Share My World and experience an article of a life time.
Tee words alone can't express how happy I am for you. Thanks for being a wonderful friend and inspiration. May God continue you to bless you and your career!

So back to my little life!

I haven't expressed much about what I have been feeling inside about my boyfriend on my blog because of my own personal reasons. What I will share is that... I decided that I will no longer struggle with what I have been holding inside.

See my boyfriend, so far, is everything that i have been looking for in a man and that make me think of that old saying "to good to be true". I'm not used to a man that works so much. I am lucky if he gets one day off a week and then sometimes he still goes in. And he works double shifts. Basically I just have to much time on my hands and he doesn't have enough. I can't verify the times in which he gets off in the late hours because we don't live together or that near. So "I MUST TRUST"!!! Trusting is hard for me to do. I am the nice girl that gives her all to everyone around believing that everyone deserves a chance to be trusted. Well I'm tired of being walked over and used. So now with my new outlook on things and trust, my boyfiend has to earn before its given! I feel bad that I'm doing this because like I said he has done nothing to deserve this. He knows that things bother me but he really doesn't know what.

I struggle with this personally because I need to grow. I don't want what I'm feeling in the inside to affect our relationship because I trully enjoy having him in my life. I'm just spoiled and want more time. So my prayer is that God move in my life and in my heart and heal me from this insecurity.

If anyone can relate and can share, please drop a note, I'm open to suggestions!

Hey the Heat game is on right now and American Idol! So I must return to my favorite spot... on the couch in front of the television!

One Love and Let's Go Heat!! let's go Dywane Wade!!