So I have this night job and everything is pretty cool and laid back. Recently our senior staff took vacation because we finally have enough workers on shift. So of course we took great advantage and did a few things that we wouldn't do while he was there.

So I had the opportunity to chat more with the new male staff. He's not too attractive to me but he has a great personality. Our first conversation, not related to work, was about sports.

To make a long story short, this guy (J) is everything I am. And has a lot of qualities that I look for in a man...but if I never met him at work I wouldn't have looked at him twice in the streets. So my question is... "Why is that the men we don't like or not attracted to, have the qualities that we yearn for?"

This sucks, I have so much fun talking to him and just being around him. I just hope that he doens't begin to like me beyond a friendship.

The other part is that due to this new friendship J is really making it hard for me to have fun with my boyfriend. If I could take J's personality and give it to my boyfriend I think I would be forever happy.

DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!

J asked me to go to a game with him this weekend but I passed on the invitation only because I'm going to the Usher concert next Thursday and have to get a new fit and a hairdo for the show. But there will be other games. So stay tuned.