It's been a month???

I didn't even realize how long it has been since I updated my blog.
Well of course lots of things have happened in my life so let the update begin.

I am now working as a para during the day time at an elementary school. I work in the ESE department with the EMH students. These kids are off the wall awful but sometimes they just can't help themselves. But all in all I still love coming to work to see them. Now the teacher that I work with is downright pitiful. He has no classroom structure nor control. He expects me to come in and do his job... NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!! He gets paid the big bucks not me, so I will continue to do what my job description entails.

Due to working so much and going to class, my body is getting super tired. I haven't slept pass 3 hours in three days. But I'm striving for success and this is what I have to endure for the moment. God is working in my life and I know that he will carry me through and give me the strength to maintain. It feels good to be able to contribute again to the household and feel like I'm carring some of my weight. Each time my payday swings around my mothers' smile is wider than mine.

My daughter is ever so active and keeping me laughing. She is definitely the light of my life and without her, I'm nothing. Because of her being apart of my life and God, I am the woman that I am. She was exactly what I needed and she was right on time... even though some days I question "What have I gotten into"? There are days that I dont want to be mommy but that only last for a moment.

Ok J, from my night job turned out to be a pest. He is very intelligent and even fun but he has female tendencies. And I tend to have male ways ... according to TeEricka. We just don't match, but were are definitely cool as friends and even that is becoming a burden. But I will maintain a freindly status since we work together. There is no need for ugly faces while working with someone if you can help it. Oh yeah and now I have to work with a female coworker at both of my jobs....CALGON TAKE ME AWAY!! I really don't care to see anyone I work that much (unless it was Method Man), this is definitely gonna be a struggle.

Well I have to go back to work because I have been ditching the teacher since I got here. I know he is not the happy camper right now... just imagine how awful it is for a teacher to have to be completely responsible for his own students.... It's down right unfair. LOL

Until next and it won't be long.
Be easy and prayed because there is an important election going on!
Much love,
Lady T