Just Got Paid.... And Gotta Work 2nite!!

So I got paid today and the Usher concert is next Thursday, so of course I had to do a little shopping.
I did, what I call pre-shopping, yesterday. I went to a few stores to see what the had to offer. Being that I wasn't paying for anything I didn't have to waste time standing in lines. I saw what I liked, tried them on and then put what I thought I wanted on hold. So today when the funds were ready I went back to the places where I knew I wanted something and got it. No long lines and and no need to fight of the clearance items because they were already mine.
I find it very hard shopping at times because not many stores have quality fashions for the thick women. We like to look good too. It's nothing more heartaching than going into a store looking at all the beautiful fashions and none being able to fit you. On any day that is a big blow to my selfesteem.
So I must continue to tell myself, "That BIG is BEAUTIFUL" and keep moving.
Last night at work, our senior staff came back from vacation, a day early. What a way to wreck our night. That man has no life for sure...hell, the job is his life. We also have a new lady working and she is already in my space. I keep trying to tell people I'm not that friendly. Every time I turn around she is right there in my face, or making noise and to top it off she found my hiding place.
This girl is really wrecking my nerves. She has a cold, and I can't stand a grown person with the sniffles, just shut up before I stick all that tissue up your nose.
Ok, I'm finished venting.
J and I are having so much fun talking and sharing. I'm really starting to feel like he may become a true friend. We have so much in common it's crazy. I wonder how he feels about the whole thing between him and I, but I'm afraid to ask. One day I will find out, but until then I will continue to enjoy the moments. God places different people in your life for different reasons, and for whatever reason I'm glad J is there.

Goodbye for now, but not 4ever!
Lady T